My trip to Europe in June was AMAZING. check out my post here at my more professional and less dramatic blog Daily Dose of Bree!! add me there for cool doses of me! Bree!
http://dailydose-bree.blogspot.com/2011/11/my-long-awaited-eurotrip-post.html
Monday, November 28, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
My Crazy Cancerian Life
I'm very interested in what the next few months will bring. First of all, I'm finally moving forward when it comes to that last breakup. This is a really good things, especially since it has been a year -_-'. But so much has happened since I left Georgia I can't help but realize that was a very small matter in comparison to me getting my degree, finding my own line of work, and moving into a room in a two bedroom apartment.
Well...maybe I'm doing so well about the breakup because I met someone(s) lol. First of all, I've become reacquainted with a guy from my past. We are currently having a Skype relationship. It is grand. Mostly because I don't have to really commit to him and we can talk about all types of things and we are 5 states apart. Well that is until he comes and visits me next week :-/ I'm worried I'm going to have those feelings I thought I had lost for him years ago resurface. He's counting on it lol. He 'misses what we had' :-/ I've known him just about as long as Mr. Beasley...and we have almost as much history, if not trials and tribulations.
Then there is my nice Jewish boy...well...he is DEFINITELY a maaaaan *exasperated voice* Oh yes...yes he is. Kindness will take you very far with me. I haven't had a guy treat me with so much respect in ages. I mean from the get too...We have been going out and watching shows and having lunch and talking about all of our nerdy endeavors... it is great to have met someone who gets my silliness and can match it without skipping a beat. He says I'm sexy, which I've heard before, but when he says it...I really believe it. It's the way he lays his hand on the small of my back, or plays with my hair. I can see something happening if I give it the chance to...but I dunno if I'm ready too. I'm so lovesick in general from that breakup, I might jump the gun...so to combat that, I'm trying my best not to. Keeping him at arms length, but I tell you...he is really roping me in.
And then there's a boatload of in betweens. I have had the great luck of meeting a number of particularly nice guys who are willing to goof off with me but hold an intelligent conversation. They come from all over NY and I enjoy their company and their subtle yet firm declaration of admiration for me. I'm eating it up. It's nice. It sucks because I only meet nice guys all at once. So there is always this...choice things I have to make. And right now, I've hung out the most with the Jewish guy. I mean, he has made time for me, and we live near each other. The guy who lives in Boston, well...he lives in Boston. The guy who lives in Rockdale...Rockdale man. and as for the guy who works at the antique flea market who says there is something special in the way I move and smile...well, he came in a little too late lol...I guess I'm going to ride this wave of suitors....figuratively of course :-/. and see where I wash up. Hopefully I can make friends and not you know...rejects. And who knows...maybe I'll be alright after all.
Chao babies.
Well...maybe I'm doing so well about the breakup because I met someone(s) lol. First of all, I've become reacquainted with a guy from my past. We are currently having a Skype relationship. It is grand. Mostly because I don't have to really commit to him and we can talk about all types of things and we are 5 states apart. Well that is until he comes and visits me next week :-/ I'm worried I'm going to have those feelings I thought I had lost for him years ago resurface. He's counting on it lol. He 'misses what we had' :-/ I've known him just about as long as Mr. Beasley...and we have almost as much history, if not trials and tribulations.
Then there is my nice Jewish boy...well...he is DEFINITELY a maaaaan *exasperated voice* Oh yes...yes he is. Kindness will take you very far with me. I haven't had a guy treat me with so much respect in ages. I mean from the get too...We have been going out and watching shows and having lunch and talking about all of our nerdy endeavors... it is great to have met someone who gets my silliness and can match it without skipping a beat. He says I'm sexy, which I've heard before, but when he says it...I really believe it. It's the way he lays his hand on the small of my back, or plays with my hair. I can see something happening if I give it the chance to...but I dunno if I'm ready too. I'm so lovesick in general from that breakup, I might jump the gun...so to combat that, I'm trying my best not to. Keeping him at arms length, but I tell you...he is really roping me in.
And then there's a boatload of in betweens. I have had the great luck of meeting a number of particularly nice guys who are willing to goof off with me but hold an intelligent conversation. They come from all over NY and I enjoy their company and their subtle yet firm declaration of admiration for me. I'm eating it up. It's nice. It sucks because I only meet nice guys all at once. So there is always this...choice things I have to make. And right now, I've hung out the most with the Jewish guy. I mean, he has made time for me, and we live near each other. The guy who lives in Boston, well...he lives in Boston. The guy who lives in Rockdale...Rockdale man. and as for the guy who works at the antique flea market who says there is something special in the way I move and smile...well, he came in a little too late lol...I guess I'm going to ride this wave of suitors....figuratively of course :-/. and see where I wash up. Hopefully I can make friends and not you know...rejects. And who knows...maybe I'll be alright after all.
Chao babies.
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